Ok, so last night was an eye-opener. The legend is ture and it is hard to get any more lup sup than that. Haha.

Shouldn't type any more. Its just a dream boy, wake up!

The feeling now is so idiot. In the middle - in between normal and high.

I know this has to stop some how. Really noob to be sucked in.

Haha at least I got my first (2) applause from a stranger at a pub. Not bad I would say, but she's attatched..

Lets see what the day has for me:)

Please wake up from this dream...

Althought I wish it was real.

Everyone seems disappointed in me..

I'm disappointed in God.

What a week. It will all end up in smokes, so just stay out of it.

Can you hear?

Hmm..

SO many things that no one knows or understands!

Really sian 1/2 with my life now. Make a choice..

Damn tired and sleepy and its only the 3rd night of lesson! How to go on for 20 weeks.....

I will really have the dose off effect 30mins after lesson begins. Damn idiot, must act normal.

Tomorrow my only 'off' day, has been given to the Christmas production. Thoughts of giving that up came again. Haiz. Frankly speaking, I don't think I'm up for it in the first place.

Comes the emo part. Cannot type out here also. Ahhhhhh!!

Finally the day has arrived - first day(night) of school. Wah damn tired and sleepy, did doze off for a split sec. How to carry on for a year at least..

The date turned out quite idiot. Haha what am I expecting..

Need to sleep soon. Stupid day ahead.