An overall boring day to start the new year. Oh well, 364 days to go..

Really need a change in everything.

The thought of coming here makes me realise that I've gotten over it', sort of. Just that now I'm stuck in this stupid part of my life. Need a bitch slap from above.

Not the day for the recap of the year post. Just need to know that life is kinda screwed up now and money is running out fast. Ha.

Christmas is over, a load off my shoulder. The question is, will I stay, leave or everything stays as it is now.

Wasting time here. Should have a post about my super cool new Windows Phone. It has been a week already, so abit too late.

Getting ready to bathe and head for V3. Really wondering why am I going there, again. Like 3 nights in a row. Somebody stop me, if not money would. Heh.

The world is such a small place.

Ok, so last night was an eye-opener. The legend is ture and it is hard to get any more lup sup than that. Haha.

Shouldn't type any more. Its just a dream boy, wake up!

The feeling now is so idiot. In the middle - in between normal and high.

I know this has to stop some how. Really noob to be sucked in.

Haha at least I got my first (2) applause from a stranger at a pub. Not bad I would say, but she's attatched..

Lets see what the day has for me:)

Please wake up from this dream...

Althought I wish it was real.

Everyone seems disappointed in me..

I'm disappointed in God.

What a week. It will all end up in smokes, so just stay out of it.

Can you hear?