Sunday, August 24, 2008

The open secret

That was the tittle for today's sermon by Ps. Ong.

Its going to be on a series about spiritual fruit and stuff. Everything he said made sense but the last statement was something that caught me.

"We are always looking for ways to help serve God - like finding our gifts and stuff. But the thing is that God wants to help us in our life first. To build and mould the character."

(Something like dat lah.)

I know I do not have all the spiritual fruit that is suppose to be shown in our lives and to make it worse, I have those sins(forgotten the verse) that are not suppose to be in us. I always wanted God to tell me what is my purpose? What am I suppose to do? Can you just speak to me in a loud voice that I will surly know it could only be form You? We(I) want to do something back in return, to show that...we're Christians?

The only way for me to get out of this stage is to seek back God in doing quiet time. Maybe the holy spirit has left me, for being a noob, I dunno. I pray that he comes back. Time for change again. But this time, I'll take it slow..

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Back to some happier stuff. Hehe, happy to see those two sisters. I feel so idot for not knowing the younger sister's name. Haha, anyway, she also idiot. Keep going to my bag there and asking for jelly. Becky also the same. The both of them noticed my disney pen, both also like it. I think I'll get it for them:)

Oh, and Becky scold her sister "stupid" for snatching something form her. Haha, I quite shocked.
Happy happy happy.

Exam tomorrow. Sian sian sian.

But is the last. Ok ok ok.

Damn lame...



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