If only time could stop, or rewind..

I did one of the most idiot move in the history of my 2 years plus in NYP. Now I feel so idiot of what would happen next.

The only thing I can do is to arrive early tomorrow. Better to have me in the room looking at people come in than being late, where everyone would look at you when you come in. And this time it would be ass looks.

Haiz, another 12 weeks I guess..

Don't even know how to put it in words anymore. I should just...