For the first time, I've cried like how I would when being touched by God, when someone decided to leave Christianity. Its like how they would say; a burden in their heart for the lost. Sounds so 'act-like', but it is.. That was last night.

Today after alter, I went up and requested for prayer. The vision that Ps Terence revealed to me was kinda.. Finally its time to get my act together, I really need to hear from God, like really hear. Its kinda unbelievable how things have changed, and it is going to be more so, in the future. Oh well, I've already knew that God is - indescribable.

And I'm working at Borders. Tomorrow training starts..

Another brand new start:)