I'm just so angry right now. I could type the things out, but it wouldn't be nice. So I'll just say that, IF there is another one next year, I won't be there.
So many factors that got me to experience this stupid feeling. Like one of the worse moment during a service/ministry. I just felt so much anger.. And I knew this would happen even before I reached the hall. I won't know what Ps Ben would talk about, but some how I just knew if I did turn up today, it would not be a pretty good encounter. Call it a vision if you want to. Hah.
At first I confirm will come on the Friday and for Thursday is a maybe, which is more towards a no. But plans didn't happen, so might as well come right. Wrong move, really. So tomorrow would be a 'see how'. Money aside, I paid $5 for a sermon I heard previously. With 'some' other topic mixed into it. But for someone with a pro dude memory like me, haiz.
Like I said, the more I type out the more idiot it will be. Although I did plan not to come for Thrusday, but during last week's Alpha's prayer for Encounter, I did feel hyped about it. So don't give me the bullshit of not expecting anything.
*I know some of you form Culture would read this. If you did had an encounter, good for you.
Urgh. Let work be fun tomorrow.
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