But what was the reply.. Nothing. Not even a single hair or smell.
Yesterday was just anger I felt, but today it is disappointment. I took that step, I asked, I seek ed. I also feel sorry for Ps Adrian, praying so intensely for me yet nothing happened. It almost seemed like everyone expect me felt the presence. Sad to say, I wasn't alone.
So isit our fault? Yeah, I guess so, cos it is never God's fault. Wow.
I just wanna shout it out! Can you ALL, especially those who crossed that "line-of-no-return", put that commitment into practice. How much does it says of a person, if they keep going through the same thing, time after time. I did not cross because I took it seriously, it is not the matter of not having faith, it is really weighing everything and be true to yourself. Better stop writing.
Like what Ps Ben said, encounter can be a daily thing - on the part where the presence of God is strong and real. But if it is an event to be set-up, what does it shows? Either God didn't change us or we just keep failing. Both are negative points..
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