Monday, April 7, 2008

Why does all the dark clouds come to me now..

Just some random tittle for a random mood..

Don't feel like sleeping now or for today. Where else a better place but here to type nonsense. Still no mood for any 360 gaming(more than 10days).

Okay, I'm actually feeling emo/sad/confused/blur/angry - mostly negative feelings ya. Its like an all of a sudden mood swing that comes once a month? Haha. Or isit things that have been going through my life and it just had to burst out now. I dunno..

I was actually thinking of asking my parents to go for the Parents Day service on Sunday. I'm sure they'll go if I asked. But now, its not just no balls, but...

Been trying to master Cai Hong(Rainbow)tabs on the guitar for some time now. I think I've improved. Should be happy but... (Whats the point?)

God, do you really know me or isit only me knowing you?

Try to think about happy things.. There is one. Becky remembers me now:) She gave me one m&m, and a biscuit stick. Ha, after all the sweets I've given all these while. Haha. She doesn't remembers my name yet thou. At least she will always hold my hands when she jumps form the stage stairs. Hold hand leh~

Thinking of what can I write about..

Sorry, Ben or who ever always ask me 'Why you sad?' or 'you ok anot?'. I mean we are quite close friends but sometimes/things, I just... don't feel like sharing(yet). Maybe if you asked more times..Hah. I could open up more with Tianann.. Orh~ Friend~ But, its not everything also. Heh.

Why? Mr Anderson. Why? Why!?

Let Monday be a better day please, although now its actually already Monday, but to me its not a new day unless after a sleep or the sun comes out. ;)

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