2 more days..

(to a start of a New Year)

2008 was suppose to be a good year, but I think it was about the same as 07.. I always prefer even numbers, ya.

Quite a few events has gone by, with many photo taking done. Luckily I have a new camera.

No mood, this post is just to tell everyone that I'm still alive, just not blogging:)

Movie review - Ip man

Best action movie of the year - nuff' said. Haha. Donnie Yen has just shown that he can fight both modern style(MMA) or the traditional kind of Wushu, in this case, is Wing Chun.

Aiya pa dai, I don't want to write review le. Just go watch it, can ask me watch again, I won't mind. As seen in the trailer(previous post), he did some super-speed punches and the best thing is, there are more of it than the 2 scenes shown.

And after watching it, it made me feel sad for the Chinese people during that period when Japan went idiot. Gave back the 'feel' to want to go learn Wushu again.

9/10
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Anyway, after movie we went to PS and guess who I saw. Becky and her family. Haha, make me happy nia. She keep waving bye bye to me:) Can see her later(again) Woo!

Okay, so camp is over, whats next? Well, didn't got 1st but at least it was 2nd. So, so far I have a 4th, 3rd and 2nd badge;) And pa dai again, there can be so many things to type about for camp itself, but erm, its all random thoughts now.

So ya bye.

Ip Man

I wouldn't mind leaving camp for 2 hours to catch this.. Look at the punching speed. Wow.

Its pronounce as 'Yip mun' in Cantonese.

Tiny giant

I did not sleep the whole night, cos I was training dota to use Tiny. Hah. And i still quite suck at it, lose to 1 on 3. I think the toss very fun, like hook, but difficult to master. Watched some videos of pro dude tiny, really pro..

Well, yesterday was my only lesson of the week but I still pon. Lame, overslept. The lesson starts at 2. Was suppose to meet Gordon at 12 too.. I was still awake about 11, just doing the sleep alittle bit more before go bathe thingy.

And I forgot that next 2 weeks is hoilday for whole poly, I thought only me. Haha.

Damn, I just feel like playing with cute Tiny now, so gtg:)

What about Today?

Boring, its 1:02am as I'm typing now.. I just don't feel like sleeping now. But I know I will sleep when the sun is up, haiz.

Its official, I'm in PES E9L9. Wooo! No need go outfield to lie on the grass and meet some bugs. Haha, I was looking at the screen when the med officer is typing the report. Eye PES B(I was quite sad), then overall PES E. Haha. He told me I will be downgraded to E, and my reply was a sad 'orh'. A act like sad orh. Hah. Quite loser, but who cares. lol.

Only thing of concern is, what will I work as after poly, now that I can't go police. Sign on Army as clerk forever? Hahaha. There is NO WAY I can work in the IT field with my shitty programming knowledge. That is something to ponder about...

The year is coming to an end, and it sure is fast. I would say, actually I not sure if its better than 07, I'll try to make 09 a better year. Going to be 21 next year...the real lawful age as an adult. Need to grow up...fast. Haha.

Tomorrow going to school for my module, dunno what should I do if I come across my supervisor. What kind of idiot thing have I got myself into.. Well, at least I can look forward to seeing her. Hah.

Should I find a part time job now? Don't really know what is going to happen to my school stuff. If really fail FYP, will be quite hard to find a job.. Ahh, just try to save money, which I had started at the begining on this month.

These coming weeks gona spend so much. Christmas presents and stuff. I wanna get something for the kids. Sian la, need to buy that game also. Must control and plan...

More to type out, but boring already. Save for next time.

Feel sore. I fall. I call. I crawl..

I could stay awake..

(Just to hear you breathing)

Today's public holiday kinda boring. Just went out for jamming to practice 'I don't wanna miss a thing'. Haha, quite fun, at least I think I sounded okay and the rest never complain also.

Just watched the new dragonball Z movie, not the live-action movie that is coming out, the cartoon kind one. Its like after dunno how many years. The animation looks better but the fights not that great and so is the story. It introduces some new character, like Vegeta's younger brother.

Nothing much le, I'm just waiting for my stuff to BT finish.. Some photos from my NEW camera. Lol.



Cute eh, my 3 favorites:) Joash looks like cool dude, with the cute/sad face.

Mixed feelings

I'm sad cos it is a 99% chance I would fail FYP, which means a 12 weeks lag to graduate. Which also means going to the army later, that will lead to me having to defer army, which is troublesome.

The other half of me is feeling happy because I've got a new camera. And its the one that I wanted. The Panasonic FX520. (Lazy to link to pictures or whatever) Whats so good about this camera? It can record videos in HD, and yup that was the thing I was after. Haha, of course with touch screen and stuff, which can let you focus just by touching and it has some manual setting for taking pictures.

Its quite a compact size camera, but compared to my old Casio EX-S100, is not sexy. Heh.

Erm, thats all. Planning to do some video...

Just wait..

When I'm about to blog...

Justin call, and so this shall end.

Wow. Lame.

When the music dies..

(I started singing)

When ever I say the tittle has no link to my mood, I lied. Heh. But also not really lah, aiya I dunno.

Christoper's msn nick idiot: Mindef wants to be my friend. Lol. He told me mindef people went to find his uncle. If he don't come back to S'pore by 25 Dec, stupid thing will happen. Don't think I should post it here. Haha. If you reading this, just come back asap and send your drum set over first. Easier for you, I care for you. Haha.

Now my blogging quite different, more random. Don't feel like planning my post..

I stopped watching wwe for like 3 months already, but suddenly I went to bt those ppv that I missed. Just watched No Mercy, the ladder match quite loser. The next 2 ppv is on the way..

And here is a really cool website. It will guess your character you have in mind. It will ask a set of questions, like less than 20 and it can REALLY guess it. I've tried Jackie Chan, LKY, myself, my friend, game characters... Yeah. Try it. Haha.

Oh I'm a uncle now, my sister gave birth I think last Thursday. I haven't visted her nor seen the baby yet. His name is...Jayden. Haha. Jayden Tan Jie 'something'. I forgotten. Hope is cute, will teach him to like me. Haha.

Posted it on Facebook already, but its just quite idiot. Haha, he got the Joash face, the sad look. Is the eyebrow. Haha. And I have the idiot face, is the whole face. Hah.


If God is God, why is there a need for all these.. Just wanna action action?

Encounter Hair

Haha, quite an idiot title. Wanted to post it yesterday after the first night but..

Not that it was a lousy experience but erm, lets just say, I'm lost..

Wanted A, or hoping for B, but I just got C in the end..

At the crossroad of destiny(Avatar - Book2: Last ep), it has nothing to do with Avatar, it just came to my mind when the word 'destiny' was used. Haha. Just like trail blazing, it reminded me of The Rock, eye brow raising, jabroni beating, pie eating, you get the point...

The above paragraph has no meaning, so is this..

I just completed GoW2, last boss was too easy, maybe cos of the weapon I was holding on to; Hammer of Dawn:) Hope Gears3 would have a nice ending!

Encounter session: to save the many of the lost. I'm not asking for that, I just want it to start with me..

About 2am now, sleep or not to sleep? 4 plus more hours to the "Walk For Life". Hope Becky is there. HA.

Do not read too much into this post, it has no meaning..

What about now?

If only time could stop, or rewind..

I did one of the most idiot move in the history of my 2 years plus in NYP. Now I feel so idiot of what would happen next.

The only thing I can do is to arrive early tomorrow. Better to have me in the room looking at people come in than being late, where everyone would look at you when you come in. And this time it would be ass looks.

Haiz, another 12 weeks I guess..

Don't even know how to put it in words anymore. I should just...

Little dimple(小酒窝)

Thats the tittle of one of JJ Lin JunJie's duet song in his lastest album. I know i abit slow, but I just bt the album yesterday. I haven't really listen to the rest of his songs yet because I just find this..good. I'm guled to it. He sang it with one half of The Twins - Ah Sa aka Charlene Char.




That is not the MV, just a video of some pro dude playing it on guitar. The real MV kinda suck, no meaning kind.. The hand movement very idiot, I sure won't be able to play it.. That guy also plays many other Chinese songs. The lyrics, with han yu ping ying can be found here.

Hope this coming Tuesday never comes...

I just bought Gears of War2, finally. Had a hard time saving up:(

Off for some chainsaw-ing!

What if The Matrix ran on Windows

Click here to watch a spoof video on The Matrix. Not bad, I lol'ed at the cookie part.

Yup. Thats all:)

Happy Birthday to..

Someone special.

Becky! Its a few days late already, her actual date was 8/11. (In school now, lazy to load up pics of her)

I haven't gotten her her present yet. Should be getting the 'ugly' mermaid doll. Looks ugly to me, cos is the baby version kind, but she like little mermaid, so..

(My space-bar spoiled, damn idiot to type.)

Yesterday was the first time Becky's sister said something to me. She said "Hello" when she saw me. Cute. She is the active kind, like to do somersault and purposely do things, like falling on her back and laugh. Get up and doing it again.

I having this stupid painful itch. Making me idiot.

I need to vent my anger somewhere. Maybe killing some locust at Gears of War2 should do the trick!

Lame.

One more week to presentation. I'm thinking of not turning up. Haha.

Sucks to be me.

After 10 weeks..

Of FYPJ, my advancement on my project is about the same as week1. Heh.

I have a follower for my blog. That person blogs about PTC sites too, so I guess I should do a post on the trust-worthy sites. (Which I say I would..)

Despite my laptop being close to 3 years old, I can still play Red Alert 3 and Far cry 2 on it. Low settings thou. At least better than nothing.

Blogging doesn't seem 'fun' anymore. Haha.

I haven't mention yet. Christopher is still alive! Haha, and he is coming back. I was quite shocked when he first msn-ed me. He said he misses the carrot cake at my market there(old times), I told him got another pro stall at my house there, BEST Chicken chop, for coffee shop standard.

I'm L

Loser. Haha.

NAPFA

Okay, this post is like one week late, cos I did my NAPFA last Tuesday.. Anyway, below is my result. Getting a Gold is nothing supprising to me, haha just sad that some stations didn't do so well. 3 A, 3C. At least I'm proud of my sit and reach. I got 59cm, can beat most of the girls...

The whole of last week got no motivation to blog. Speaking of motivation, I have a motivation to go for my lesson. I still owe this one module, and I happen to sit beside someone whom I think not bad~. Haha, cos we different path, although same course, but never see before:)

I have a blood test next week. Damn noob, dunno how to use the previous one to check one whole shot. They earning easy money. There is a case study kind of research by the National Skin Center, I'm in the it and I just have to give my saliva. I just have the fill up this container, like those for contact lens kind. Took some time, quite funny to keeping spiting onto it. And I was given $10 for taking part. Heh.

Wednesday sian, my supervisor wants to see something. I think he is expecting me to repeat my FYPJ. I think so too man, for the past 8 weeks, I did nothing. Really Nothing.

I asked Becky what she wants for her birthday, she said Ice cream. Haha, how to give her Ice-cream. So I suggested something like toy. Should be getting her little mermaid related stuff. Cos I know she got watch that:) And that is in 2 weeks time.

Friday went for X08, not bad lah, only thing is stand for too long. At least the goodie bag that Microsoft gave was quite good imo, 2 (old)games and poster and stuff. At least the games I didn't play it before. Met Lara Croft Live. I must say, she is quite hot. Haha.

I have more to say, but I'll stop.

Guitar!!

I want my guitar to be FIXED now. Haha, also not say the guitar itself is spoiled, just that my strings broke. And I haven't re-string.

I'm not exactly pro in guitar or love it so much as too practice it everyday. (Only for songs I wanna play.) There are seasons for me when I feel like playing and NOW happens to be one of them. Although I think I got some 'talent' in learning it. Ha-Ha-Ha.

Thanks to Dao Xiang, I'm now looking at the tabs and I so want to play it. Looks normal to me, not that difficult, should be easy to some. I'm sure I can play it! Only problem should be the hammer parts. I hope I can play this song with someone, one plays the tab, the other, chords. And I sing. Haha. :)

In school now, feel like going home just to take my guitar and get it fixed and bring to school and play. Hah.

Haiz, dunno why my guitar strings broke in the first place....... (yes its your fault) :(

Lye Weak Hao

I think I've use that as a tittle before, oh well..

Haha, that name was given by Lee Weak Leong, I think his version sounds better..

Let you guys know another weakness of mine. I don't like injections and stuff. Like a blood test which I did this morning.. I still remember my first blood test, was not for the IC, lucky that now IC no need put the blood type.

Anyway, my first blood test I did, I almost like fainted kind. Damn noob. The nurse had to give me hot milo and biscuit to eat. Cos I like instantly turned pale. The moment I can feel the blood flowing out of me, is like kena life leech by Pugna. Weak. And giddy, and weak.

The same thing happend. And I was given milo again, this time is packet kind. Haha, I did it at a different place btw. The bad news is, there is going to be a series of blood test for me. Suck ass. Erm, its for my skin thing. Haiz, lets not get too emo..

At least I was given MC for today. Haha, not that I need it.. Kind of idiot to skip school 2 days in a row. (I had MC for yesterday too, my saringan came back)

Now that can't play dota, I think is time to invest in 360 games again. 2nd-hand games FTW!

Still around

Although its not that long since my last post, but I blogged almost everyday kind. So, this post is just to show I'm alive. Heh.

Lazy to blog also, maybe passion for it gone also. Haha, can't seem to earn much anyway..

I was quite happy with the number of visitors I had for last week(my highest so far), most of them is searching for a movie review of Connected, and about Jay Chou. I feel idiot for not writing a proper review on that movie, despite me having a 2 weeks advantage over the release date. Oh well..

Yah, thats all, school still sucks and I might like Naruto. Must-stand-firm... Haha.

Earning money online

Finally I can post about it, making money online through PTC. For those who do not know, PTC stands for Paid-To-Click. And how you earn money is by joining a PTC site. You just have to ''view" an ad for 30secs or shorter, and money would be credited.

Most sites pay about $0.01USD per ad. And once you reach the cash out limit, lets say $5, you can request for a cash out and the money would be transfered to your Alertpay or Paypal account.

Paypal you should have heard of it before, its like your online bank, basically Alertpay is the same thing. And most PTC supports only Alertpay, or rather the other way round.

Most people after reading up to here would think that it is a scam or 1cent only? Like that take how long? I can say for sure there are many PTC sites that are scam, like 95% BUT there are also trusted and paying sites. (If not how I get my money)

Do not see the 1cent as little as the main thing in earning form PTC is not you clicking ads daily, but having referrals. Those are people who join under you or people you have bought from the site. Most sites would pay 1/2 of what you earn per click, others the same rate.

Bottom line is, if you are willing to risk it and invest money in a site, you will earn back what you invested and more in time. Every investment is a risk itself, there are no guaranteed safe investments, just have to trust yourself:)

Now for some screen shots proof.

That screen shot above shows that I have received money(3rd payment) from Neobux, a PTC site. One of the most trusted and well liked site because it pays instanly. Its an email to notify me.

This is another screen to show I've received the money when I logged in to AlertPay.

Now most the people would say that, Alertpay itself could be a scam, I mean it its Paypal, anyone would trust it because its by eBay yah. So to prove that Alertpay is a real site, I requested a bank transfer to my POSB account. This time, real money would be in my hands, not some 'fake' money that can only be used on the internet.

And as like Paypal, they would take some money if you were to transfer form account to your bank account. In the case for Alertpay, they charge $6.50SGD for funds below $100, above it its free. Yup..

The last screen shot to show that I have received the money within 2 days. I can now draw out the money and use it in the real world yah.:)

Okay, there you have it. I will do another post on sites that are trustworthy and paying:)

Well...

If you have seen the papers or forums or wadever, Jay Chou's new album has been leaked. - as usual. Haha, and guess what? I have it. Oops, I DIDN'T download it, my friend pass it to me..

Should I still buy the album? Hmmm.. I don't like ALL the songs, only 4 of it I like now and 2 of which I love it. Haha. I have the mood to film MV for it, only thing is, need a female lead. Haha.

If you know me, maybe I can send it to you. If not, head over to here(Imeem) for the full 11 songs:D

Oh, and Dao xiang sounds so different from the radio version. The other song I love is Nui Er Hong. The lyrics can be found here.

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Next week Friday is my presentation(by right was Tuesday!). Die la, show hair. And tomorrow my sup want to see my slides and the thing which I can demo..

Tomorrow happens to be miricales rally. Lets see what can God do:)

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Leave a comment here and I'll..

1. Tell you why I befriended you.
2. Associate you with a song / movie.
3. Tell a random fact about you.
4. Tell a first memory about you.
5. Associate you with an animal / fruit.
6. Ask something I've always wanted to know about you.
7. In return, you must post this in your own LJ/blog


As you can see, I'm forced to do it. Haha. So ya, comment(not tagboard) if you want to know.

Here goes..

(2 years of seeking..)

Won't post much details here, just that Tian ann is coming back to church. And I will also do a re-set in everything - a final one. Just hope that one of us gets it, if not, GG.

No mood to continue. Haha, no more emo shit, must be happy. Oh, but thinking of next week, very hard to feel happy. Cos its my mid term presentation, and what have I got to show? Nothing. Ha-ha-ha. 5 weeks of time-wasting. Whats new? Heh.


Haha, cute eh? Her sister better:D

Alpha Chalet

Decided not to stay over. Dunno why, just feeling emo. Hah, actually I think I know why I don't.. Just feel sianz that still need to pay $18.. Its like ... ... ...

Only thing I liked was that can slam dunk with the basketball court, but can't play a proper game cos of the rim. I don't understand why some girls are just so afraid of the ball. Haha, like when throw already straight away run away.

Did I mention that I'm feeling ass over paying so much...

Dao Xiang (Paddy Fragrance)

This is the latest song from Jay Chou. His new album should be coming out on the 9 Oct. I think I'll be getting it.

Anyway, here is the song from Youtube. You can download it from here. (right-click, save-as)

Below is the translated lyrics and han yu ping ying. (Taken from jay-chou.net)

對這個世界如果你有太多的抱怨
dui zhe ge shi jie ru guo ni you tai duo de bao yuan
If you have too many grievances towards this world,

跌倒了就不敢繼續往前走
die dao le jiu bu gan ji xu wang qian zou
Having fallen, you lose the courage to go on

為什麼人要這麼的脆弱 墮落
wei shen me ren yao zhe me de cui ruo duo luo
Why do people want to be so weak and fallen?

請你打開電視看看
qing ni da kai dian shi kan kan
Please turn on the television now and see for yourself

多少人為生命在努力勇敢的走下去
duo shao ren wei sheng ming zai nu li yong gan de zou xia qu
So many people bravely fighting for their lives

我們是不是該知足
wo men shi bu shi gai zhi zu
Shouldn't we be content,

珍惜一切　就算沒有擁有
zhen xi yi qie jiu suan mei you yong you
Cherish all we have, even if we don't possess them

＊還記得你說家是唯一的城堡　
hai ji de ni shuo jia shi wei yi de cheng bao
I still remember you said home is your only castle

　隨著稻香河流繼續奔跑
sui zhe dao xiang he liu ji xu ben pao
Following the paddy fragrance, the flowing stream, I continued running

　微微笑　小時候的夢我知道
wei wei xiao xiao shi hou de meng wo zhi dao
Smile, I know the childhood dreams


　不要哭讓螢火蟲帶著你逃跑　
bu yao ku rang ying huo chong dai zhe ni tao pao
Don't cry, let the fireflies take you away, escaping

　鄉間的歌謠永遠的依靠
xiang jian de ge yao yong yuan de yi kao
You will always find serenity in folk songs

　回家吧　回到最初的美好＊
hui jia ba hui dao zui chu de mei hao
Go home, return to the sweet past

不要這麼容易就想放棄　就像我說的
bu yao zhe me rong yi jiu xiang fang qi jiu xiang wo shuo de
Don't give up so easily, just like what I said,

追不到的夢想　換個夢不就得了
zhui bu dao de meng xiang huan ge meng bu jiu de liao
If the dream can't be reached, then just follow another dream

為自己的人生鮮艷上色　
wei zi ji de ren sheng xian yan shang se
Add bright colours to your own life

先把愛塗上喜歡的顏色
xian ba ai tu shang xi huan de yan se
Paint LOVE in your favourite colour

笑一個吧　功成名就不是目的
xiao yi ge ba gong cheng ming jiu bu shi mu di
Smile, fame and success isn't the aim

讓自己快樂快樂這才叫做意義
rang zi ji kuai le kuai le zhe cai jiao zuo yi yi
Be happy. That is the whole meaning

@ 童年的紙飛機　現在終於飛回我手裡
tong niang de zhi fei ji xian zai zhong yu fei hui wo shou li
(Just like how) I finally found my lost childhood innocence

＃所謂的那快樂　赤腳在田裡追蜻蜓追到累了
suo wei de na kuai le chi jiao zai tian li zhui qing ting zhui dao lei le
What is happiness? It's chasing dragonflies in the fields barefooted till we're exhausted

　偷摘水果被蜜蜂給叮到怕了　誰在偷笑呢
tou zhai shui guo bei mi feng gei ding dao pa le shui zai tou xiao ne
Tried to steal fruits but suffered so much beestungs until i am scared. Who's snickering (at me)?

　我靠著稻草人吹著風唱著歌睡著了
wo kao zhe dao cao ren chui zhe feng chang zhe ge shui zhao le
Leaning against the scarecrow, enjoying the wind, singing songs till I fall asleep

　哦　哦　午後吉他在蟲鳴中更清脆
o o wu hou ji ta zai chong ming zhong geng qing cui
Oh~ Oh~ In the afternoon, the guitar chords sound more crisp amidst the cries of the insects

　哦　哦　陽光灑在路上就不怕心碎
o o yang guang sa zai lu shang jiu bu pa xin sui
Oh~ Oh~ The sunlight shines on the road so there's no need to fear a heartbreak

　珍惜一切　就算沒有擁有＃
zhen xi yi qie jiu suan mei you yong you
Cherish everything, even if we don't possess them

Repeat ＊＊＃＊

Nice eh:)

Movie review: Connected

I went for the Gala premier of <Connected> last night at Lido. Louis Koo, Barbie Hsu and director Benny Chan was there last night too. Too bad, I didn't bring along my camera.

This is the first re-make of an Hollywood film by the Chinese side. It was based on the show, Cellular. I didn't watch that movie, so can't compare the difference.

I dunno how to write about it -.-" Worth the money to watch. Thats all I can say. Loser I know. It is excited la. Only thing is the guns have like unlimited ammo and the ending 'too good.' Heh.

*Opens 1 October
8/10

Man or God?

IF my leg area and subsequently my whole eczema is cured at the end of this week, who should I thank...

Time of the month

Where I have mood swings.. Ha-ha-ha. Lame..

Its the little things that could pissed me off. Oh well. At least I know someone can notice it straight away.

Met Tianann for supper again, well, we've been meeting up lately. He drinks and we talk and talk and talk and sing. Haha. He just told me to pray and read the bible daily. He is doing it. Such a funny situation if you know the whole story.

Haiz...

End of week 3

Which means 9 more weeks of boring school. But I think I know how to make life easier for me. I can reach school at 12pm. My friend would sign in for me as usual. Come during lunch time at least when entering the room not so bad, that is how I feel.

For the past 2 days, I just come school to watch a new Taiwan drama. Not really that new, it aired 8 episodes already. Is Hot Shot aka <<篮球火>>. Starring Jerry Yan, Show Luo and Wu Zun. Lame show, but can laugh and also cry. Haha I teared for like more than 4 scenes already. But I must control, later people beside me think I crazy. But I did LOL loudly. The 2 female lead also not bad, chio and hot. But the basketball also idiot kind, fake with abit of real skills. Luo Zhi Xiang character is someone like Hanamichi in <>

At least the hurmor here is BETTER than crappy movies like Ace Ventura. Stupid lame show that only Ben would like. No wonder my father hates Jim Carrey. All his kind of show I also can act.. Last night Ben suddenly want to watch this noob show, so he go buy the DVD and came over my house to watch, with Gavin. Wasted my time...

Something wrong with Blogger in my school. When I go to my dashboard, I could be in other people's account. And when blogging, the time would always be 9/5/08 10:41AM.

No title

(Couldn't thought of one)

This morning(12mn) was the release of my results. Not really scared, although if I happen to fail that one repeated module, then bye bye school. Since my tittle wasn't a sad one, I passed everything. Haha, but for this kind of results you give to any other person, they will sure go emo. I'm not:) Haha.

Yesterday was quite excited. Cos I played mahjong in school! Haha, damn funny cos we went to some table to play. That place also not say very ulu, teachers can still walk pass. So we have one other person keeping watch for us, den when she saw a teacher, we swipe all the tiles off the table. Then no time also, some must be put in my pockets, then we just act normal and talk. Like in those illegal gambling dens, they try to run away. Funny.

I didn't go school today again. Like twice in a row for a Tuesday. I didn't msg my supervisory, so most likely I'll need to take thumbprint attendance form tomorrow onwards. I woke up and msg my friend to help me sign in, but it turned out that I msg Ben instead. -.- To cut it short, I asked no one to help me sign in, but just now I checked, I was sign in at 8:30AM. Hmmm... God's help. lol.

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I guess we all need our miracles eh, pah dai. Haha. Orh.

God, thank you.

Okay like wow, funny how God works eh. Always in idiot ways. Haha.

So from my previous long post of...words, I ended off hoping that the next service I would meet God again. I'm happy to say that He answered it:)

During the praise and worship segment, I knew it was different already because I could finally like cry, feel the presence during the worship easily. It was really like long long ago since that happened.

And for the word, the pastor mentioned the first point as, "Moses is dead." Its just kind saying to not dwell in the past anymore and stuff. So the words that I used like, "2 major setbacks", on my previous post just flashed on my mind. Haha, aiya, I know I idiot cos every time when comes to a post where I try to not be idiot God, its quite short.

I don't really know how to react now. I've always asked of it to be something more of an emotional touch, please really come and help me in what ever ways. Yeah, so bottom line, happy lah. Haha.

(Haven't seen Becky for 2 weeks thou.)

God, where are you?

So this is supposed to be the 'emo' post I said I'm going to do. How to say, I didn't plan to write it now as in now(3:08AM) but because of something, I think its the 'correct' time to do it.

Something* : It was Tianann's Bday, and so there were 4 of us(Denise, Ben) just doing some catching up and of course talk. These kind of talk would lead to God kind. Haha, so thats why I say got 'link.'

This is going to be quite messy, and a long post. I will just type what comes to mind.. So that was a bit of a back story of why I posting now. Next would be the back story of the post itself. Haha, damn act like, I know..

How to start? Okay, first off. The tittle sums it all lah, I need God's help like really now but He just doesn't seem to be hearing me..

What I want(need) now is healing. Not that I don't believe in God, if that was so, I'll be just an ass coming to church everyday right. To do what? Be some clown and entertain people?

I'm just in those spiritual dry state but abit more idiot kind. Something like on the fence, one slight push and I might just leave for good. I really want a powerful encounter with God, something better than the first love. To me, the first love is when you accepted Christ as your Lord and saviour, when you first felt this special presence. Now that the youth is on a series of "back to the basics", and so of course it will touch on the topic of your first love. They would say, "Just go back to the first time you encounter God lah."
It will be different. Why? Because when I first accepted Jesus, I did so because I believe in..aiya you know lah, those stuff ok. Not because I wanted healing. But now that I learn more about God and stuff...

Its like, hey do you know God heals? Really? Ok, so now I'll be praying and seeing that I'll be healed. Happy happy smile, cos I know that I'm going to be healed. Guess what? It got worse.

To those who don't know, I'm suffering from eczema. Considered idiot cases kind. I know its not as bad as say diabetes or cancer.. The thing is, you are not me, you do not know what I've gone thru and going thru now.

Back to story. As I was saying, it got worse right. That was the time when I back slided(CHC) for about a year and then came to CNL. So it was like when I accepted Jesus again after the Revolution camp, it got from bad to worse. Like wow. Well, this of course proves one thing as pointed out by Ps Adrain before. Satan is real and he is trying to stop us form knowing God. And I so agree with this. So what does it mean? Satan is more powerful than God, cos he can make my skin more idiot and yet God can't do anything about it?

I know the answer to that question. Its no. Because God has a plan for everything... Blah Blah Blah. That is the standard answer. And that all things good comes from God and he will never do anything to harm you. So why does he ALLOWS Satan to do it. Aiya, I step into the wrong direction already, I'm dragging it. So to those who know what I'm trying to get into...good for you.

What that means is that is it when I give up on God and step away, my skin would be better? Answer again would be No. Why? Because Satan is an ass clown who would go back on his word. Not that I've had a talk with some demon and he is offering me a contract to be anti-Christ and my body would be healed. Haha. But if this do happen like now, I sacred I lose it...

Because I really cannot take it anymore. GOD. Please. Where is the promise on the part where you say all things you put us thru is something we could handle. Below are some pictures of what I meant form bad to worse. Like never before happen, always a new spot. Is my leg area, the outer right side and left side.

It looks like I've fell down thats why got bandage. No. Its my leg part 'leaking'. I need to cover it up if not the thing would just flow down, which is an idiot feeling when you know like water is dripping on your legs. The ass part is that it STICKS to your jeans. Which is why I need to cover it.

This is when I take off the thing to bathe. I can't just put that one bandage and cover it up forever right. Because I ran out of proper bandages, I'm using tissue paper. So you can see that it sticks to my leg...

Just talking about bathing, I can like write another post on how idiot it can be. But I won't. Because I really believed and had already planned out my testimony speech. And by saying it now, will like spoil it when I stand in front of the whole church and share.

So you see, I really really want it to happen. But after things like miracle rally not having any miracles and me not being healed last year when Ps Adrain told me that the Holy Spirit said I would. You know how this 2 'setbacks' can make me feel? I'm still just clinging on based on a FACT that God is real.

I know I've said it before. There is still one thing which I haven't really done it. I did it for a while but couldn't last. It is fasting and praying for it. Like real hardcore fast. The reason why now I'm still not taking this step is because of my lack of faith. What if it fails? Like form now I fast all the way till this year's miracles rally. And after that nothing happens. You know, I'm scared of that happening. Faith faith faith. How am I to have it after seeing 2 major failed attempts.

This is when I don't put anything to cover it. Like when I just bathe finish and not going out kind,
so don't want to cover. It just flows out yellow stuff. Its something like blood if I'm not wrong.

This is how shit ass my jeans would look if I don't cover it. People might not notice it, but it bothers me. Really.

So far all the pictures is like just one part of how idiot my condition becomes after accepting Christ. As you've seen form that pic of flowing stuff. Can you imagine how I sleep. Or why I prefer not to sleep. If I sleep, I would scratch. And It would never 'heal.' Oh yah, I must mention this. If I cover it, its good right. Nothing will stick to it or flow around. But like this it would not 'recover'. Not like gone but hardened. When it hardened by itself, the stuff wont flow. Haha, but when I sleep I will scratch it. So back to square one.

I just looked at the time, its real late, or early. 4:57AM. Haha took me some time eh. I think this shall be part 1.

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As I mentioned earlier about the talking with Tianann, Denise and Ben. I didn't share much or at all. I just want to say, you think your problem is actually not as bad as mine. But I think otherwise. Aiya, dunno how to say. Denise told me that she saw me teared when Ben like mention about me. Dunno isit God or just me. Well, but I did teared twice just now. So ya, that made me think, again.

I think I writing crap now. Errr, Ende, I know you will read this. So I say. Urgh, I really dunno what I'm trying to say but you have seen that I myself also idiot God and yet I keep asking you come church. You are a smart person, try to figure out what I want to say. Haha.

And so I pray that later(Sunday) the service would be THAT one service/message I need NOW.

Sleepy Sleepy Sleepy!

But can't sleep! Why? Cos I'm in school now and apparently there are some visitors from IDA coming over to look-see-look-see.

(They are coming in my room now)

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Ok, gone. Haha. My room the people had a stupid idea. They went to lower the temperature so that they cannot stand it and will faster move off. Lame..

So why am I sleepy? Cos I haven't slept since yesterday morning. Last night just couldn't sleep. Played Castle Crasher alone to level up. Unlocked 2 new characters and 2 new pets.

Aiya, I'm like thinking what to write, my friend just called me to go downstairs to eat eat. Haha. FYPJ is nothing but eat, sleep, surf web:)

I put God in a box

As the saying goes, "Don't put God in a box." Some how or rather, I just have to see it the other way. Well, I thank him for answering part of my prayer last night. But really, is that all You can do? Why is it that the big things are not happening.. Do I just count on you for things like stopping stomach? Hah.

Feeling quite sleepy now, although i just had a one hour nap. I slept at 5am last night, not being idiot, bu I was just tossing and turning on the bed. I tried to play the new Xbox arcade game I bought - Castle Crasher(SGD$22). But I'm quite weak alone, for you see, It is meant to be a 4-player co-op side scroller game, very fun indeed. Yesterday Ben came over and we played it. Haha. Today maybe he coming again, but gym first or something like that. So...if you want some noob fun, please buy a controller and come to my house. Haha.

I want to go back like now, but my supervioser hasn't seen my face for the day yet. Later he thought i never come again. I bought my HD today, looks like can connect hamachi in school, so play Warcraft. But, it will have a 1 sec lag, so the only game I could really play is TD(Tower Defence) Like the most boring-waste-time-game. Dunno why people like Ben and Eph likes it.

Oh no, I keep farting, I hope is not smelly. Damn, it is.. Luckily the person beside me is not there. Girl somemore...

(Got bf le, haha.)

FYPJ: Week 2, Day 6

Its once again the time where i have nothing to do but blog. (There is...but..)

Now is the time where most of the people working in the fish tank would go for their tea break. Doing project in school the whole day will really burn up the wallet. Cos you would just head to the canteen or cheers to get something.

The start if today was not that good. Firstly my right eye was quite blur. Like how to say, if I view with my left eyes covered, it would look blur. But if i view with my right eye covered, it would be normal. Aiya, common stuff that happens to me, just that it was some time ago that I last experienced it.

Next was my leg. Suck ass spoil my day. Just looking at it can like cry. I will save my feeling on it in another post, the 'emo' post that I've talked about.

Why am I here to suffer? Like wth.. Kind of agree with what Tianann said while he was half sober after drinking at my place. Its all because Adam sin and we now have to pay for it? Its the war between God and Satan and we're caught in between. We must be in one side, cannot neutral or both. Free will? Heh. Giving us trial and test for what hair.

With so much 'free' time, nothing to do but think...

So you think you can dance? 2

Looks like I can't. Haha. Maybe I'm better at 'free-style' than following exactly form video. Looking at the video and think you can dance like it is really different from trying it out. As I didn't have a proper kind of chair at home to try out the whole dance(mine is the got wheels), I only managed to practice a full run at the church office's meeting room. Like 5-10 mins before the start of Culture Spot..

Haha, trying to find excuess for my loser performance. Quite idiot. I forgot the moves when it was quite close towards the ending, so I requested for a re-run. But also boring already, saw most of the moves already.

I guess everyone had a great laugh. I think Ian is worse than me. He can only do the hand-like-a-tv-head move. If you were there, you would know what I mean. Haha.

I dunno why, but I'm feeling quite happy now. Like after the service, at the market there, got high feeling for lame "jokes."

Erm, this will have to end quite sudden...

FYPJ: Day 5

So I was hopping to be able to continue my dream.. Or to just dream while sleeping. But no..

Yesterday was quite idiot, cos I'm not feeling well. Head to school as usual but went to the doctor during my break and got an MC for the day. (actually I do not need the MC to skip, cos my teacher was not around and I still can't login to the system) As I was saying, though I was sick, I didn't went home, went to sentosa instead. (was like forced to)

Quite loser wearing jeans and play on the beach. Also nothing much to say, no beach mood.

Today I came late for school. Woke up on time, just decided to sleep in. And so now is just waiting for lunch break. After lunch would be sleeping break. about the last one hour should be doing work. Haha, that would be the plan for the next 11 weeks.

Because of FYP, I have yet to hit the gym for this whole week and I haven't practice my dance for Saturday. Only mental practice.. No choice, tonight will do it!

(Ende, cannot blog about the dream la. Also not real, dream nia. Haha.)

I'm planning on a 'emo' post soon.. Not that I want to act idiot, its really idiot that it is happening.

Best dream

I think I just had one of the best dream ever. It was so idiot when I suddenly woke up. I was like what? Its all just a dream!? I actually woke up on time(and earlier), but I decided to sleep in, and in the end I woke up at 2pm. I didn't go school, but I'm lucky cos the teacher msg to say he is not coming today. But I got to show something to him on Friday.

I feel like writing about the dream, but pai seh also. Cos about girl and that girl is Yixin. Orh. Haha. I could still remember most parts of the dream. If only it was real..

Anyway, yesterday during the NAPFA training, we did a mock test. My results is as follows:

Shuttle run: 9.3secs
Pull-ups: 7
SBJ: 225
Sit-up: 34
2.4Km: 11:28mins

We didn't do the sit and reach, but that one I confirm A. I'm happy for pull-ups cos I still haven't finish my gym training but now got show improvements. While I was at my 4th one, I didn't feel as tired as last time. The sit-up abit weak, but is no body help hold the legs, so maybe.. Haha.

Oh, I won something from the Canon contest, not first prize thou. A 2GB tumbdrive. Haha.

FYPJ: Day 2

Ok, so yesterday was the start of my FYP. Now till 21 Nov, I'll be stuck in school from 8-30am to 6pm. Super waste of time, its even longer than most working hours, with only an hour of lunch break. (Can idiot and go for 2 hours tho..)

Yesterday I thought it was just a briefing and it would be done in an hour or 2. And that it will start NEXT week, giving one more week to slack. But I was wrong:( My plans for yesterday was all spoil cos I need to stay till 6, although no attendance was taken.. No more sentosa on Thursday and gym-ing would be quite idiot now, cos will feel sian to do it after school. Its so boring that I'm blogging now. Ha.

Skip also quite idiot, cos my supervisor already told us before hand that even if got MC must call to tell him, cannot just MIA. Haha, must really make use of MC properly. Cos I can just go see doctor for my skin and he will give me if I asked for it. Heh.

And every Tuesday at 4.30pm, all the boys would have to go for a run and some training for NAPFA test. I wouldn't mind if only the school gym doesn't suck. Running...must show my power already. Haha.

My supervisor happens to be one of my favourite teacher. Its the one that gave me like 3 chances to present my 'website'. Haha. My task is to create some programme using Java, which I didn't learn - now must read tutorials and follow to do it. I'm doing it solo, dunno good or bad for me. This is the last chance to try to pull up my shitty GPA score.

About 1 and a half hour more to break.. This is worse than working at church office.

Oh, EA is letting everyone to download Red Alert 1 for FREE. 13 years anniversary and also gearing up for the release of Red Alert 3. All go download leh, then play:)

Night with the Stars

Actually I planned the tittle to be "Night with the Stars - Pictures" but, I didn't take any pictures, only a group photo of Nyp PG. Oh, there ain't any stars to look at either.. Haha. Overall still okay lah, wasn't sian like sian. The place abit small, food okay okay also, didn't like wings but still eat it because its chicken.

I like the song that Joses played. But I dunno the tittle.. Stupid thing was I thought there wasn't any bus, cos somebody told me so. Make me walk all the way back to the station. Luckily got quite a few also kena con by me. Laura's sister called me a noob because of something. I'm like, this word is for me to call others, cannot be applied to me. Haha. Some more coming form a girl...so idiot.

Usually the timing now is where I'm about to go to bed or what but now is different. I woke up already. Tried to sleep but still wake up at idiot hour and it will be back to usual naps in the day time.

Joshua suddenly asked me about doing devotion, and then I realised that my last one I did was on 23/7, more than a month ago.. Maybe its really God thru Joshua telling me to go read, and that at least I flipped thru my SOAP book. (that was what he said) I'm sorry, I need something more than this. But I'll try again, as I said, slowly.

Sometimes its so..

Random #5

For the pass 2 days my sleeping pattern quite idiot. I know its already idiot, but now more lah. Cos I'll sleep at 9pm, just feel tired, then auto wake up at 11pm. Just in time to watch the channel 8 show. Haha, then I'll be awake till like 4 plus. Then the rest is the usual wake up at 10 but will take nap until like 2 then I'm considered fully awake.

All thanks to Ben, I think my arm also abit small. Only when training and flex can see its quite big. Haha, anyway, good that he is sick, cannot train. Training everyday! My left side is comfirm weaker than my right, in terms of shoulder strength at least. Damn idiot.

The Star Wars: Clone Wars that I got is a crappy version. Make me wait for so long but.. Guess must watch it in the cinemas. I also want to watch Space Chimp, Wall. E doesn't seem nice to me.

Got chalet tomorrow, quite last minuet one. I now don't feel like going. Go there also dunno do what, scraed I'll be tempted to gamble. Haha. I know I'll win thou.. Heh.

Hope friday will be fun..

3 months

I've just signed up for 3 months of gym at my house's CC. Trial first to see if I like it there. As much as I want to gym at Fitness First or California Fitness, both of it are quite ex for a student who isn't working. I don't really like public gyms, cos of the bathing facilities. Haha, although the Ulu pandan one is considered public, as least not so public - if you know what I mean. I will really work out for the whole 3 months. Its really too near my house.

Dunno Ben joining anot...act like con me to join but he himself never..

I actually wanted to post pictures of myself, like see the difference kind in 3 months time. Haha, but I think too ugly. Not my body, the background.

I have to say, today's paper was quite difficult. Hope can pass.. So by right now then can I enjoy the holidays. For a short period only..

I think I forgotten what I wanted to blog about. Urgh. So this is the end.

End.

A broken idea

This is my entry for the Nuffnang/Canon creative photo contest.


Haha, hope can win something. The first prize is the Digital EOS 1000D.
Oh btw, my 2nd advertisement from Nuffnang happens to be a Canon one, and its running now. Haha.

Live your Digital Dream with Canon.

The open secret

That was the tittle for today's sermon by Ps. Ong.

Its going to be on a series about spiritual fruit and stuff. Everything he said made sense but the last statement was something that caught me.

"We are always looking for ways to help serve God - like finding our gifts and stuff. But the thing is that God wants to help us in our life first. To build and mould the character."

(Something like dat lah.)

I know I do not have all the spiritual fruit that is suppose to be shown in our lives and to make it worse, I have those sins(forgotten the verse) that are not suppose to be in us. I always wanted God to tell me what is my purpose? What am I suppose to do? Can you just speak to me in a loud voice that I will surly know it could only be form You? We(I) want to do something back in return, to show that...we're Christians?

The only way for me to get out of this stage is to seek back God in doing quiet time. Maybe the holy spirit has left me, for being a noob, I dunno. I pray that he comes back. Time for change again. But this time, I'll take it slow..

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Back to some happier stuff. Hehe, happy to see those two sisters. I feel so idot for not knowing the younger sister's name. Haha, anyway, she also idiot. Keep going to my bag there and asking for jelly. Becky also the same. The both of them noticed my disney pen, both also like it. I think I'll get it for them:)

Oh, and Becky scold her sister "stupid" for snatching something form her. Haha, I quite shocked.
Happy happy happy.

Exam tomorrow. Sian sian sian.

But is the last. Ok ok ok.

Damn lame...

Mealworms

(Are not my friends.)

As everyone from Culture could see from my super-fast reaction when I sense that it could be I'm actually holding one of those little idiots. Its so unfair lor, everyone that came up before me had a non-living object... To think that I had one on my hand and has even tickled me with its tiny legs, it is so erxin.

Guess I just wasn't prepared.. And also I think its abit funny that my specs became blur when the hood was taken off. Haha, I was really quite scared. Dunno why also, such a strong guy like me, so noob about such weak worm - or any other creepy crawly for that matter.

I think I'm going to study soon. My Monday exam not as easy as my previous one. I cannot just read through the whole textbook on the train ride. Haha. Its much thicker and also not say very common sense kind. And whats more, I did fail my test for this module. So this paper must do well!

After much said, being me, I could just be doing any other thing except studying after I finish blogging. lol.

Can see Becky tomorrow/later. Haha, hope she is as happy to see me as I'm happy to see her. I've bought jelly for her and her sister. :D

One down, one more to go

So I didn't woke up as planned, but I still reached school according to my plan - an hour earlier. To have Mac breakfast...and study. Haha, actually I did most of it on the train ride. Although there were some questions I didn't know, but I'm super sure I'll still pass the paper.

After my paper, I met Raymond to help me with my website presentation. By right I should be presenting it tomorrow, but I just did it. Dunno is this God's help or what because I actually just present my friend's website(my teacher know, I've told him) and just explain how the things worked. Luckily I know how to connect database(finally) and can show the teacher and other stuff that I was already prepared he would asked. But its just really unbelievable that he gave me so many chances to present and still pass me.

(It would be quite long to write the whole story down actually)

I mean all along I was like asking God for help and I believe those chances that my teacher gave were from Him but I was somehow hopping for a REAL help kind like, a website is just done properly for me, like pop out of no where kind. Idiot yes, I was just so happy that this thing is over.

So which means I can still graduate in 3 years time, but it also means that my September holiday is gone out the window. Cos I'll be starting FYPJ right after 1st of Sep. No Sentosa I think..

Another happy thing is that I'm finally back on Xbox Live! Not that I have a new game to play, but I wasn't on Gold membership for some time because of credit card problem. And I was quite scared to ask my dad to change because...but I asked just now and..:) But sad to see some friends deleted me. But I understand because the limit is only 100 slots and its really not enough.

And I just tried the demo of Star Wars: The Force Unleashed. Wow! Fun game, nuff' said. Haha.

Now got the Star Wars mood. I'm *ahem* waiting for the Clone Wars to finish *ahem*-loading.

First paper

In a few hours time. 8hrs to be exact.

I'm going to sleep now, its rather early for my usual timing, but I have to make sure I wake up on time. I planned to wake up at 4 plus to study cos so far I actually only did 2 chapters. Haha. But I'm not sacred, not because I hack care, but to me it is a common sense paper, so no worries.

The previous test I did for this same module I only studied during my train ride to school, and I still pass. Haha.

After the paper I would need to rush to "finish" the website.

Prayer Group today was quite unexpected:)

I need to go, its eating up my sleeping time...

A Night with the Stars

Love the night life? How about a night under the stars with a touch of sea breeze?

Then find us on board the Riverboat Santa Fe, on the 29th of August, for A Night With The Stars!

Enjoy melodious music, free flow of drinks, snacks and a whole company friends.

Early bird tickets are going for $16. BE THERE!

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Hmm, I'm promoting this little event here. Wanna go, let me know. Heh.

Now I know Becky's birthday is on the 8th of November. Haha her mother told me don't worry, haven't over yet:)

Now even her little sister says goodbye to me, with my name.

Star Wars Saga

4.30 is the magic number. Blogging at this time again..

Anyway, I just got my hands on the Star Wars Saga - Episode 1 -6. Last night I watch 4-6, and I slept at 5, woke up at 2.50pm. Ate a piece of hum cim pang(dunno how spell), bathe then head down to Church office. I won't be late but I just took a cab down. I was just abit excited about the video. Cos I was hopping that today Joses will show the Youth Camp video.

It was actually 'completed' some time ago, just that the background music wasn't perfect yet. I had to extend the intro of the "Everything is different" song, so must do the cut and paste thingy and its quite difficult to archive perfect streaming. Ps Adrain already gave the green light just that Joses is some one with high standards. I know still can hear abit of hiccup but I think that was my best..

Back to Star Wars.

Last night was my first time watching episode 4-6 properly. Last time Channel 5 would air it but I only watch abit here and there. Slow I know. I didn't like the 'old' Star Wars because the thing just look ugly, compared to the standards now. And the light saber fights were very weak. I mean its like so slow like hair. Haha.

Just now I watched 1-3, but was just skipping to the fight scenes. The fights are confirm better, at least got jump here and there and the movements are faster. I know the main aim for Star Wars is not just the fighting. George Lucas's focus is more on the story. So if you want better light saber fights - go to youtube.

Back to service.

Just want to say that the jumping-somersault thingy was fun. Haha, with the speed when I jumped, I could like roll forever. But I think I can go higher. For me, I would picture in my mind that I must jump over that particular height. That is why even for shorter height, I would seem to have just passed over it but in actual fact I could go higher. And imagining like you are being chased by some people in those typical Jackie Chan movies helps. Haha.

Sermon was about one thing - living your life for the glory of God. I know I'm not. Always say want to change, change, change, but still like no difference. God not sian I also sian with myself. I still have not found that one personal testimony for myself. I'm just finding and waiting. Okay lah, more towards just waiting.

Because...

Last Sunday..

Just some photos of last week's meet up with a few of my sec 5 classmates..

I think I bend quite low for this shot - which is a good thing. Haha.

Notice that I have only 4 fingers on my left hand :O

Group photo - Starbucks.

I like the background of this picture. Heh.

I wonder where are the videos during the K session...

Its quite early, or late, depends on how you look at it. Its 4.30am. Do not know why I have so much fun playing against Ai on DoTA. Sometimes they just make me damn angry when I die. Haha.

2nd Chance

Grab it or lose it?

Is this your way of helping? Haha, then I'll need more help..

Love Guru

Its a stupid show, but it made me laughed - alot. haha.

Some of the jokes are really idiot, just like all Mikes Myers films. Need some laughter, go watch it.

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Yesterday was fun. Went bowling and singing karaoke at SRC. My bowling game was quite okay. Played 5 games, my scores ain't consistent, highest was 173, lowest - forgot:p. After that we sang K. It is damn cheap man. $15 per hour. Its like the price of one person if you sing at Kbox or Kster. Oh, I think my karaoke singing really improve. Hahaha.

Money no enough 2

First off, screw SPH. How can they give it 1.5 stars for Money no enough 2. Its not the best movie but its not that bad. Movies that deserves 1 star is like Meet the spartans.

The starting might be the most "turned-off" part of the movie. It is loaded with lousy CGI and advertisement for various brand. Slowly it gets better and it ends off with the typical Jack Neo stuff of making you cry - which i did. The lyrics of the songs in the movie helped to bring out the tear..

To me, if the movie is able to make me cry, it is still quite okay. The film talks more about family ties than money matters. And it seems to promote MLM..

5/10

Something is wrong with StarHub...

Erm.

No more lessons.

Confirm won't graduate in 3years. Cos I idiot.

So I guess I won't be doing FYP yet.

So then maybe I would find a job at Gelare. PS outlet:)

Its holiday time, only 2 exam papers...

My room is very dirty.

Bowling with a few people form 5A on Sunday. Just now I went bowling with Ben to "warm-up". Didn't use my ball thou, so.. Haven't touch my ball for more than a year. (But I still won Ben)

I writing it this way cos I dunno what to blog about but still want to blog kind. Heh.

I think I'm getting stronger with muscles looking better:p

Erm, .a game is starting soon...

End.

Pah dai: Get over it

Hahaha, I think there's a smile on your face when you read that tittle.

I hope your're back to normal when you are reading this. I know I didn't say much, cos I also dunno what to say.

It happened because you are an idiot, no doubt about it. Might be the most stupid thing you ever did, but you've done it already. You yourself also think that God has been better to you than to me. And since He has helped you so many times, I don't see why this time He would leave you alone.

I got quite a few thoughts in my head, but dunno should write down anot. So anyway, get back up if you are not. Your studies might be affected, so maybe we can graduate same time:) Haha. Ya, you suck, but the thing is everyone else also suck. No one is perfect, so we are all sucky at some parts.

At least it wasn't a Goar! Goar! Goar! (Okay, not funny. lol)

Sore throat

is a damn idiot experience. I'm still having it, seems to improve during the afternoon, but in the morning when I just woke up, it was painnn. I also don't know how I got it. Pain, even when I'm just swallowing my saliva. Makes me no appetite and also cannot eat those fried stuff.

I consider today as the last week of school. Next week got one test and I just need to go back on Monday and Tuesday. Of course by right the 2 weeks is for studying for the exams. I have 2 papers only, so ya. (It doesn't matter how many I have, I will still slack)

At least my fever is not so bad, I think no more already. It seems that Money no enough 2 has quite a poor review. The Mummy shouldn't be that bad, I hope. Maybe we are all just sick and tired of Jack Neo's film. His films are all about family stuff, drama, government. I think I'll still watch it lah. Haha. I wonder why is there still no action movies by any of our local directors. Vincent Ng can be your next star, Hello.

If only I got all the money I can spend...

GG.

(Not.)

I don't know how, but I've passed Thursday(today). The day that I feared is finally over~ Basically there are 2 reasons why I'm scared of Today. Both is the same reason kind, never do work, so present hair.

For my module on Case Studies, we're suppose to build a WMS software. And to those who don't know, my programming skill is as noob as never learn before. I'm suppose to do the easiest job, design the GUI nia. But I drag and drag and of course didn't do anything. I was becoming someone that everyone would hate when there are such people in a group work. I was afraid to face my group members too. I was like trying to 'run away' from them, don't dare to face them. Only until yesterday when I was about to say I'm sorry for doing nothing, my member just said that, "We got hope liao." (Cos he asked his friend for help in doing it)

It was like after the 2 weeks break that I became more slack in school work. I think I've obtained the highest level of slackin'. I would rather choose to don't do anything than rush for it. This is really my most idiot semester. I'm thankful that they still let me present and like still got put my name. I actually haven't say sorry to the rest..

The other module is a year 2 one, but is my first time taking. Its something like web application, using programming again, which means I noob again. Long story short, was supposed to present last Thursday, but my partner didn't turn up.(He is the one that did most of the work) And the reason he didn't go is because I think 2 days before the presentation, his laptop crashed, so everything gg. His class was kinda saying that he is the noob/slack kind also. But I know I'm the real noob slacker. Haha.

Anyway, teacher gave us one chance to present on Tuesday, but he didn't message me back to tell me the time. So no matter what should be presenting it today. Yesterday Ben tried to help me but...he didn't know how. I was kinda hopping for some idiot things to happen like the teacher sick, never come. But I guess God has other plans to help. (My partner didn't turn up again) Haha, I can present it next Tuesday, with or without my partner. Now I no choice will ask my friend for help.

Tomorrow got a 40% test, which is why I didn't catch Money no enough 2 or The Mummy today. Haha, after the test shall catch it. I wanted to post about another thing, but I think this post quite long already.

Oh and I have a very idiot sore throat since last night and while I was in school, I had fever. And I was just thinking how gg can the day get, but luckily, it did not. Heh:)

Thank You. And Sorry.

The final week

More or less. Next week(17), should be only going to school for a few lessons here and there. Just woke up from a short nap. I was actually ready to blog along the line of how packed the train ride was just now when coming back form Raffles station. (Yes, again.)

I don't know should we blame SMRT or people like us who just wants to rush to their destination. Firstly, I still feel that the trains are not coming in fast enough. It should be a maximum of 2mins for the train intervals, along the East-West line.

And there was this little boy standing around me. Sounded like from China, and he was saying to his dad along the line of, "Shouldn't they see that it is already very squeezey, why still want to squeeze in?" (I'm paraphrasing of course)

Enough of complaining.

I went to gym at Joshua's country club at the Fort Canning Park there, during my 4hr break. Although its abit ex for non-members, $10. He paid half for me, Ben and Wee Leong. Haha, and $5 to me is worth it because of the fact that the gym facilities are quite good and the showering part is definitely more shiok than bathing at SSC gyms.

And this was the first time someone said I was fat. Joshua say that I'm quite fat because can only fully see the muscles when I'm working out. I know I'm fat in my tummy area, but arms..maybe. Don't know should feel happy or sad. I want to be fat, but I still think not fat enough. Haha, I guess people from the outside would always have the clearer view.

Tomorrow is GG.

Took damn long

(to come up with this title. Heh)

I failed the FTT. When the number of questions that I'm "not sure of" hit the fifth one, I no mood already. I was just hoping to faster reach the 50th question and hopefully no more dunno kind. But there was... Haven't book for the next one, as I said, not really rushing to have a license.

Today's message was quite 'boring', because its only one point. And it is like repeating it over and over. I can see the direction he is going, but..

Oh, I didn't manage to hit the target of training everyday. I missed out on Thursday and Friday. Just now when I reached home, worked on my biceps and shoulders again. The next area I think I must concentrate should be my tummy. Haha, I can like hide it very well. Time to have the abs I've been wanting it since I first started gyming.

Tonight is time to do some school work. Haha.

Running away..

Is not the solution I had in mind. Anyway, today is over. I guess this is His way of helping me out. My partner didn't come for the presentation. My teacher at first told me to just present alone, but I say everything is with him so... I've got 4more days of grace to do something about it, cos must present it on Tuesday. As I'm different class from him, he is year 2, I'm year 3.. His classmates all say he quite idiot also, not his first time not turning up for presentation. And I think he only knew it today. Apparently he did went for lessons in the earlier part of the day.

FTT is on Saturday. I just studied most of the book. I sacred I fail(cos I always say people), but I think should be can. I hope so. I'm also not that eager to drive, yet. One reason is that I won't have the money to get a car, yes I can drive my dad's car, but like as if I can use it everyday. And, I actually quite sacred to learn. Because its not as simple as playing just PGR or Need for Speed, crash cannot restart.

The sunshine before the storm

Today will be a very slack day, which is actually no different from any of my other days. Just that it is official that I can sleep in and only go to school at 4. The lecture is finish but there is still lab lessons. If I could afford to skip today, I would. Because I'll be traveling so far just for a 2-hr lesson. My attendance for this module is 83% already, might face debarment.

Anyway, most probably after this entry I would go back to sleep, which is my usual practice. I would always take quick short naps after I've eaten and pushing the limit where I would really need to get up and bathe if not I'll be late.. The limit for today would be quite big:)

Going to the gym with Ben after school. Started going to the gym again on Sunday. Will really do it alternately for this week and on the other days I would lift weights at home. So it will be a full week of toning. Haha, dunno if my body can repair fast enough. I'm now looking into joining either California Fitness or Fitness First(there's one opening near my house soon, at Fusionopolis). I do not like public gyms..

getting sleepy already...

Avatar - The Last Airbender

Last night I slept about 2.30am. Why? Because I had to watch the ending of Avatar. At first, I thought there were only 2 new episodes that were out. So I just torrent it and wait...

Then I told Brian about it. He said don't download lah, just watch it online here. Thanks to that site, I saw that actually all the episodes were out! The creators just one shot release it. The ending was not bad, just that I think they left abit of cliffhanger there.. Hmm, maybe a book4? It is still funny and the bending is still nice to watch. The last fight is...power.

Hmm, I must admit, whenever I felt lazy to get up and go to church on Sunday, Becky would be the big reason why I go. Although I now prefer Sunday's service Praise & Worship. Sometimes they would sing some old songs, which I like.. Unlike the usual 'One Way' and blah blah blah.. And for today's worship, we sang my all time favorite song, 'With all I am' and another nice song, 'Till I see you'.

After hearing the announcement about the singing workshop after the service, I actually don't mind going for it. But is until I hear the speaker sing, den I don't want le. Not that she is lousy, she is in fact very good I must say, can go very high~ but she is the opera kind, I don't like.. So ya.

Back to Becky.

So as usual, when the service ended, I was off to look for her. Haha, waited quite awhile until I saw her with her sister and maid. When I called her name, she was like turing around to look for me. I think she can recognize my voice already. She saw me, she smile, I smile, everybody happy. haha. I bought something new for her, want-want brand of gummy. Very nice, I like also. She and her sister took alot. They like store 3 in their hands and still take some more. They only stopped taking when the mother came.

The 'high' part is when she is about to leave, and her dad was carrying her with she facing me. She said, "bye bye Junhao." Then I wave. Then the further she went from me, she shouted louder. Haha, I likes.

Joash today also quite cute, like smarter abit, but Becky still better:) He knows the colour of the m&m's and he said hello to me when I first saw him before the service started. I think the mother is more strict with him with sweets now. (Because of me I think, in the past) Haha, so I control, I didn't give him any gummy.. And I think he like to ask. "Why are you here?" lol.

Okay, enough of kids.. Tomorrow is the start of week 15. Shit week, together with week 16. Projects deadline. I really want to sit down and do my stuff, but I just..cannot. Suck, I know.

Today is the start of my first advertisement from Nuffnang. Notice I put the ads/poll thingy at the top. Like the requirement, must put at the top for people to see. I was quite happy when I saw the email about having an advertising ad on my blog. I'm not sure how this pays out, if I'm not wrong, its judge on the number of visitors you have for the 2 weeks that the ads would run. So those who read my blog often or what, please come daily. Haha.

Dunno should I go gym now.. Lazy and lazy.