Bounce (Bounce)

Haha, kinda lame song, too 'pop-py', but can get high also.

Lets hope for some solo performance on the last night or something.

Anyway today's chapter for the book I'm reading is...never mind, I dunno how to say also. And its not only for this chapter, I think the whole book speaks alot. Erm, just read it.

Everything begins with your thinking. Although from The Matrix it would be, "Everything begins with choice." Haha, but before you make a choice, you got to think first. HAHA. So yea, Rick Warren is so correct.

What I need now is not tell signs of God or the 'feel' of the presence of the Holy Spirit. I already know what is what, I just need to make a decision, a commitment - discipline. That is what I need.

Some things just can't be spoken. And I'll end of with a Thank You again. Haha:)

"I guessed I always knew" - Mary Jane, Spider-man 2

Haha yup, that was what came to my mind after I saw my results. I passed my one and only module taken last semester, but If you recall from previous post, I mentioned that I had fail the common test and also presented my friend's work during my project presentation and also the final exam I just did a last min 'study'.

I was really quite uncertain If I would pass the paper anot after I finished it. It is just so... miraculous.

Always wanting for a miracle in direction A, but God has already shown me so many many times of His involvement in my life in other directions.. And always complaining that my real grip is that I don't see the love of God in my life and stuff. Now I have also seen a different light of the condition of my skin problems. I guessed I can say that, I've grown. (Haha, that sentence itself already shows, "not really". )

Its about time anyway. I pray that God you would show me more. And I say,

"Thank You", again.

Why

After so long, finally something to write about.

Anyway, just had another rehearsal for the Good Friday play. From the first day of rehearsal, I already felt something, I felt that it was just right for me to be involved in it. Haha and acting as a solider kinda 'suits' me. Given that I wasn't always right with God, but it was on that week that I actually could feel/see/whatever words la, Him.

Today was quite special. Olyna started singing this song, and I had the lyrics as well.. I think most of us teared abit, I sure did. Haha.

I think I shouldn't spoil so much, so if you wanna see the lyrics, its below, if not, don't scroll down. (I say don't spoil as in later you will know what song she is going to sing and stuff. Apparently this song is also known as the Easter Song)

Thank You.

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We rode into town the other day
Just me and my Daddy
He said I'd finally reached that age
And I could ride next to him on a horse
That of course was not quite as wide

We heard a crowd of people shouting
And so we stopped to find out why
And there was that man
That my dad said he loved
But today there was fear in his eyes

So I said "Daddy, why are they screaming?
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why is He dressed in that bright purple robe?
I'll bet that crown hurts Him more than He shows
Daddy, please can't you do something?
He looks as though He's gonna cry
you said he was stronger than all of those guys
addy, please tell me why
Why does everyone want him to die?"

Later that day the sky grew cloudy
And Daddy said I should go inside
Somehow he knew things would get stormy
Boy was he right
But I could not keep from wondering
If there was something he had to hide

So after he left I had to find out
I was not afraid of getting lost
So I followed the crowds
To a hill where I knew men had been killed
And I heard a voice come from the cross

And it said, "Father, why are they screaming?
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why are they casting their lots for My robe?
This crown of thorns hurts Me more than it shows
Father, please can't You do something?
I know that You must hear My cry
I thought I could handle the cross of this size
Father, remind Me why
Why does everyone want Me to die?
When will I understand why?"

"My precious Son, I hear them screaming
I'm watching the face of the enemy beaming
But soon I will clothe You in robes of My own
Jesus, this hurts Me much more than You know
But this dark hour I must do nothing
Though I've heard Your unbearable cry
The power in Your blood destroys all of the lies
Soon You'll see past their unmerciful eyes
Look there below, see the child
Trembling by her father's side
Now I can tell You why
She is why You must die"

This is going to be like anyhow typed.

This post is to remind me that today Becky and her sister is just so cute. Haha. First off is when I entered the room and Kristen(I think that is her name, I feel so idiot for forgetting her name. Haha) saw me with a packet of jelly. So she faster got off her kiddy car and come to me. The idiot thing about her is she can talk,so is just very cute. She knows how to say things like take away the plastic(from the jelly).

I'll just go straight to the last bit. Is like I'm walking off from the hotel and Becky's parents were in the car and I think they saw me so they pulled down the window and Becky was shouting and waving bye-bye to me. HAHA, how cute is that!

Yup. The only sad news is that I know the parents wont be going over to the JW building. Haiz so my chances of seeing them again is like....so little.