The edge..

Oh my shit, I don't want it to go this way. Tomorrow shall be idiot. Today was a stupid move also. Totally WTH now.

Is that really the path I have to take? Please don't let it be, even if it is 'planned'.

Okay, okay. There are like many things for me to blog about but I just seems lazy and so.. The longer the days drag, the lesser it seems needed to write about.

I need to sleep like. now.

And down the rabbit hole I go..

Today was such a bad time to be late for school, or should I say, pon school. 4 more weeks to go, don't be a loser. Besides, teacher would be away to China for the rest of the month. Now that is a good/bad thing, but in imo, more to the bad. Heh

Win, lose or draw..

Stupid NewEra and also to that person who sold me the GH:WT. Pay $70 for the repair. If I don't, it will be just a piece of junk taking space. If I do, I feel so loser also. Now is not the question of repair or don't, is where to get the money to repair.

There is no other way..

Why am I still running away from it? Keep harping on that incident. Must I really hear the words then I'll forgive and forget. Haha, quite hard too dey, my memory is pro dude in stuff like these, useless stuff.

Make the right choice..

Haha okay, it might seem abit idiot the way I'm writing this post. The key point is, seem.

Firm or fall

Okay, I now feel happy yet at the same time, not so happy. Heh

God's plan or hair.

Was reading the book, which is still on the topic of servent hood and stuff. And one verse was quoted, a rather famous one. The one which says that man cannot serve both money and God. Upon reaching home, went to search on the topic on gambling and sin.

Haha, many things can be gambling, as a matter of fact, many things are like gambling. Even just hanging and wasting time.. Though the Bible doesn't have a specific law, like one of the 10 commandments, that states that one shall not gamble. There are many points to show that it is wrong in many ways. The whole world is hooked on to it.

Gambling is lust. (I did not came up with that)

Guess what? I won, but I fell.

Wow. I was about to end it with that line but..

It all started because I was talking with my project partner about soccer, and it soon ended in the topic of betting.

I just told him I won. He said good for me and he asked me to stopped betting, in case I get addicted. I was quite shocked to hear that from him. He says my way is by luck, his is experience. Heh.

Get up to walk, or lie on the soft grass...

Let it be a sweet sweet sound..

(to your ears.)

One of the song we sang during worship and prayer before the play. Haha, old songs always rules.

Not to forget the song sang during praise and worship, before the play. "Above All" Haha the three of us were singing like a choir while the band is practicing for it.

Although I wasn't in the crowd to see the whole play, but I guess it went pretty well. It is really the Holy Spirit doing the job. The rehearsals we had didn't nail it good enough, so ya.. It is halfway over now, still have Sunday to go, which is not much actually.. Heh.

Was quite a tiring day overall, but seeing the number of responses kinda made it up.

This shouldn't be mentioned here but.. HA, I'm feeling quite happy for the wrong reasons. How now brown cow?

I called, You answered

That's my current personal message on MSN. Also taken form the song, "Came to my rescue".

I was initially quite happy because of this, this being, God answered a simple prayer. To cut it short, it was during Saturday's service. Steven was willing to believe in God again, stuff like that, but he was afraid to raise up his hand in front of everyone. So I place my hand behind him and pray. Not aloud, just between God and I...

And everything else is history, thank you.

Fast forward to Today, I was just reading on something and it got me thinking. I might be wrong here. Yes, God has a will for everyone, but that doesn't mean He causes everything to happen. Rather, it acknowledges that because He is sovereign, He must at least permit or allow whatever happens to happen.

The thing that gets my head spinning is this,

"Judas was fulfilling God’s sovereign will in betraying Christ, just as the Romans who crucified Him were. That does not justify their sins. They were no less evil or treacherous, and they were held accountable for their rejection of Christ. Even though in His sovereign will God allows or permits sin to happen, we are still accountable to Him for that sin."

Haha I'm still thinking about it. Please let my pro dude mind understand it.

Tomorrow will be a long day, with presentation and the last rehearsal for Godd Friday's play. I hope everything runs well. Get to see Joash, as he will be one of the crowds too. Haha.

And yup, Good Friday itself, speaks for itself. If you get it, good for you:)