Just a update on the blog..
Started my internship this week, with______________, as IT helpdesk. Haha, so far still can, no scoldings or any idiot cases. Only bad thing is it can get quite boring when there are no cases to attend to. Cos you can't surf the net or sleep on the desk like in FYP, haha and my boss' boss room is just behind me. I haven't been to every floor yet, but so far the 18th floor is my favourite, the secretary not bad, still can remember my face too.
HA, I'm smiling now... (Decided not to put the name of the company up, heh)
Other then that, nothing to say. Tuesday went bowling with Ben and Adrian. Adrian plays like Fred Flintstone, walk like act cute, haha. After 3 games still don't want to sink in and listen to the correct way of walking. At least the 4th he did his best so far, with a few straight balls and 2 strikes in a row. As for Ben, he is re-learning how to bowl. Teaching him how to hook as he is using his dad's ball now. But abit too heavey for him, even for me:P Shall see more of bowling soon.
Let tomorrow be a good day of work:) Woo, can't wait to see what the 17th floor has to offer. Haha.
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Signs to show..
That I'm getting weaker or just plain FAT. Haha.
Lets see.
Tried to do pull-ups today - Did ONE
Sit-ups, last night - 20, and was tired
Jogging/running last week - Tired after 2 rounds
The most obvious point should be that, I could grab a hell lot of excess fats from my tummy area.
The sit up is suppose to be a daily thing starting this week. Doing just 20 really makes me, cry. Well, maybe its just not like taking Napa or what, so I won't push myself. At least I did 40 in a min, last year.
I got myself into this, I can get myself out. Its still part of my overall plan anyway - to gain weight. That was the easy part, getting back in shape is another question.
My motivation - Ian Low. Heh:)
Lets see.
Tried to do pull-ups today - Did ONE
Sit-ups, last night - 20, and was tired
Jogging/running last week - Tired after 2 rounds
The most obvious point should be that, I could grab a hell lot of excess fats from my tummy area.
The sit up is suppose to be a daily thing starting this week. Doing just 20 really makes me, cry. Well, maybe its just not like taking Napa or what, so I won't push myself. At least I did 40 in a min, last year.
I got myself into this, I can get myself out. Its still part of my overall plan anyway - to gain weight. That was the easy part, getting back in shape is another question.
My motivation - Ian Low. Heh:)
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Its slow, I know
Haha kinda wanna do a reverse on the tittles.. Lame. Actually there is a meaning. The reason why I feel 'slow' is because I see people graduating now, like photos of them. Haiz. I already lag by one year, now half a year more, and the worse part is, I don't even care shit about this diploma. The thought of re-doing O lvls or taking a part-time diploma course (something I have interest in), makes me... I dunno, fill in the blanks.
On a good note, I felt rather productive today. Haha, I spent my time in the lab doing real work. Which is writing the report and die die tomorrow have to come up with the presentation slides. Cos my presentation is on Friday. It was kinda last min change. It was suppose to be on next Wednesday. The real due date for the report should be next week, but my teacher just want a final draft by tomorrow, which is kind of a good thing. Heh.
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Last night was quite loser. I just blogged finish and was about to start reading my Bible, a BIG moth flew in. I was like 'trap' on my bed for awhile cos that idiot was flying around the door. When it was near the light, I quickly dash out with the Bible. Haha, I tried to lure it out by turing on the living room light but it was still in a frenzy in my room.
After a while it stopped moving and it stayed near my fan. Here is the loser part. I had to ask my younger sister to come and just help me do something about it. She damn act like not scared leh. Haha cos I wanted to off the lights in my room ya, but abit dare not. So my sis just went in and off it. I asked her to go back in and turn it on, the moth was not there any more, but it certainly didn't flew out to the living room.
I asked her to go in and help me look around. She said there was nothing, so I went in still scared and using my bible to hit my room area, like the walls. It was when I hit my bed, that idiot started flying around again. I screamed and ran out, again. So the same thing happen, lights off and go in and checked again. This time I asked my sister to take a closer look around. It was clear.
I wanted to close the windows and on the air-con, but was afraid that it is still in my room some where, so I didn't. Haha I tried to read the bible, but was abit paranoid that something was behind me. I quickly finish 3 chapters, prayed, went to off the lights, cover myself with the blanket and just pray and hope that it is really gone.
Ok. That was quite long..
Something similar happened not long ago. I off the lights and was getting ready to sleep. I felt something moving on my back. At first I didn't care about it but it seems to keep moving. In an instance my mind just went 'oh my shit!!' I just quickly pat my back and ran out the living room. I on the living room light and slept on the sofa. Heh.
On a good note, I felt rather productive today. Haha, I spent my time in the lab doing real work. Which is writing the report and die die tomorrow have to come up with the presentation slides. Cos my presentation is on Friday. It was kinda last min change. It was suppose to be on next Wednesday. The real due date for the report should be next week, but my teacher just want a final draft by tomorrow, which is kind of a good thing. Heh.
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Last night was quite loser. I just blogged finish and was about to start reading my Bible, a BIG moth flew in. I was like 'trap' on my bed for awhile cos that idiot was flying around the door. When it was near the light, I quickly dash out with the Bible. Haha, I tried to lure it out by turing on the living room light but it was still in a frenzy in my room.
After a while it stopped moving and it stayed near my fan. Here is the loser part. I had to ask my younger sister to come and just help me do something about it. She damn act like not scared leh. Haha cos I wanted to off the lights in my room ya, but abit dare not. So my sis just went in and off it. I asked her to go back in and turn it on, the moth was not there any more, but it certainly didn't flew out to the living room.
I asked her to go in and help me look around. She said there was nothing, so I went in still scared and using my bible to hit my room area, like the walls. It was when I hit my bed, that idiot started flying around again. I screamed and ran out, again. So the same thing happen, lights off and go in and checked again. This time I asked my sister to take a closer look around. It was clear.
I wanted to close the windows and on the air-con, but was afraid that it is still in my room some where, so I didn't. Haha I tried to read the bible, but was abit paranoid that something was behind me. I quickly finish 3 chapters, prayed, went to off the lights, cover myself with the blanket and just pray and hope that it is really gone.
Ok. That was quite long..
Something similar happened not long ago. I off the lights and was getting ready to sleep. I felt something moving on my back. At first I didn't care about it but it seems to keep moving. In an instance my mind just went 'oh my shit!!' I just quickly pat my back and ran out the living room. I on the living room light and slept on the sofa. Heh.
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Slow yet steady
Went for a jog/run with Ende in the evening. I think it was the first time for this year. The last time I went for a running training was for my Napfa. Haha, anyway quite weak, after 2 rounds I suck. At least I think I can sprint for a 100m. Without a real stop watch, my timing was about 13secs + -, haha. I always thought the timing of below 10secs is actually quite slow for a world record. HAHA, lets just see if I'll improve in time.
Yesterday was also the first time reading my physical Bible for QT in this year, I think so lah. I didn't want to continue with the SOAP thing for now, so I started choosing a book to complete. And I chose Proverbs. And that is what I need now - discipline.
Yesterday was also the first time reading my physical Bible for QT in this year, I think so lah. I didn't want to continue with the SOAP thing for now, so I started choosing a book to complete. And I chose Proverbs. And that is what I need now - discipline.
"The purpose of these proverbs is to teach people wisdom and discipline, and to help them understand wise sayings" - Proverbs 1; 2
Haha, after reading that verse, I knew I on the right track. Thanks, God:)
Oh, and I just tried the newly opened Astons near my house coffee shop, and it was good. Haha.
Oh, and I just tried the newly opened Astons near my house coffee shop, and it was good. Haha.
Saturday, May 9, 2009
A long time..
Yesterday's Alpha would have to be one of the best, with its ministry time - at least to me.
From the start, Ps Adrian said something about the usual, the presence of the Holy Spirit is strong here, stuff like those.. Honestly I didn't 'feel' anything at least not to how I would gauge it in the past.
Anyway, there was the word which lead to the ministry time of placing ourselves in the alter instead of things in our lives. And even up till then, I still didn't feel anything. I did noticed some were already crying and stuff. The only thing I could do is to just pray, pray, ask and pray. I wouldn't say worship because imo, you have to be at a certain level in order to be really worshiping God.
The things that were running thru my head were the things I'm praying and asking God about and you know, the usual, please speak to me about it. Like really hopping that whatever Ps Adrian pray upon me later whould have at least a link to it. Haha. It did.
The moment his hand was upon me, there was heat and I could feel it and tears would flow. Like I said, that was to me how I would gauge the presence. I would always ask for smothing more than just tears. This is really to me, one of the, or the 'real-est' thing about God. Yeah I know some would say, God has always been speaking just that I forgot or what.
I won't say what was it about but yeah. The best thing was it did not just end it there. There were things I was asking God about. Ps Adrian covered one of it, and the other was Nadia. Before Nadia prayed over me, she was praying over Brian and ofcos I could hear some of it la. Haha, and I was just thinking to myself, c'mon what about me? Aiya the feeling is just idiot lah.
Anyway I also felt the heat and the things Nadia said was what I was asking what to do next after what Ps Adrain said. Which also was one of the things I was praying earlier on. Haha, confused? Thats too bad. Haha.
I have to look to God.
From the start, Ps Adrian said something about the usual, the presence of the Holy Spirit is strong here, stuff like those.. Honestly I didn't 'feel' anything at least not to how I would gauge it in the past.
Anyway, there was the word which lead to the ministry time of placing ourselves in the alter instead of things in our lives. And even up till then, I still didn't feel anything. I did noticed some were already crying and stuff. The only thing I could do is to just pray, pray, ask and pray. I wouldn't say worship because imo, you have to be at a certain level in order to be really worshiping God.
The things that were running thru my head were the things I'm praying and asking God about and you know, the usual, please speak to me about it. Like really hopping that whatever Ps Adrian pray upon me later whould have at least a link to it. Haha. It did.
The moment his hand was upon me, there was heat and I could feel it and tears would flow. Like I said, that was to me how I would gauge the presence. I would always ask for smothing more than just tears. This is really to me, one of the, or the 'real-est' thing about God. Yeah I know some would say, God has always been speaking just that I forgot or what.
I won't say what was it about but yeah. The best thing was it did not just end it there. There were things I was asking God about. Ps Adrian covered one of it, and the other was Nadia. Before Nadia prayed over me, she was praying over Brian and ofcos I could hear some of it la. Haha, and I was just thinking to myself, c'mon what about me? Aiya the feeling is just idiot lah.
Anyway I also felt the heat and the things Nadia said was what I was asking what to do next after what Ps Adrain said. Which also was one of the things I was praying earlier on. Haha, confused? Thats too bad. Haha.
I have to look to God.
Monday, May 4, 2009
Attitude
It seems by now some teachers in poly thinks that I have attitude problem towards school. Heh, one of them said that the teachers have a hard time understanding me because my reply to them is always a one syllabus answer. Orh.
By now I also believe that almost everyone in my lab thinks that I'm the pa dai, loser kind. I'm kinda lazy person, I know that but..wtf la. I answer back with one sentence must shoot me back with dunno what hair. Making a mountain out of a mole hole. Yes, I don't like this course nor this school, and I should have quitted way earlier. It was 'face' that made me want to go to a poly no matter what and it is also 'face' now that made me idiot.
Ahhh.
I'm still scolding in my mind, make me can't think and type.
Kao..
By now I also believe that almost everyone in my lab thinks that I'm the pa dai, loser kind. I'm kinda lazy person, I know that but..wtf la. I answer back with one sentence must shoot me back with dunno what hair. Making a mountain out of a mole hole. Yes, I don't like this course nor this school, and I should have quitted way earlier. It was 'face' that made me want to go to a poly no matter what and it is also 'face' now that made me idiot.
Ahhh.
I'm still scolding in my mind, make me can't think and type.
Kao..
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