I have been shitting water-style for the past 4 days. Now I want fart also scared, must hold back.. And this morning when I reached tiong bahru station, I need to go to the toilet. So I went to tiong bahru plaza. First floor toilet no entry, washing, so thinking to hold it(I don't wanna miss the shuttle bus) or find another one, I choose find another one. Went up the 2nd floor and that toilet also cleaning, at that time I just shouted WTF. Not really shout, but if you're near, can hear. I think the cleaner heard it. Damn loser, wash toilet hair.

Anyway, watched Transformer 2 last night. Got free tickets from the company plus popcorn combo. Now that is welfare. Nice movie, very action packed, might be a little long for me.

Just got Splinter Cell:Double Agent from someone. Long time never play stealth games, play already can make my heart rate damn idiot.

Adult

So yeah Today is where I am officially called an adult in the eyes of the law. Act like nothing can stop me now. Haha but mentality wise I guess still staying in the secondary-school level.

Ok so yesterday was quite fun/weird. Haha, thanks to Tianann. Orh.

Aiya actually like nothing much to say. This post again is just for remembrance sake. Haha:)

Champions!

Ok I know, like a day late.

The Lakers are champions again. Like finally. And as Kobe said, this trophy can finally shut those people up who said that the Lakers need Shaq to win championships. This win also made Phil Jackson the coach with the most rings - 10.

6 with Bulls and 4 with the Lakers.

I really hope that the next 3 years in a row Lakers will be champions. Wooo

Haha something about today. I went to the 18 floor 'for fun' kind, cos there was nothing to do anyway. I helped one of the agent there to do some stuff, and we chatted. I mean before today we also got talk abit here and there, but today longer lor. She make it seems so easy to be an agent. She was also quite shocked to see my hair, lol. At least now if really nothing to do, got lobang to be a FA.

When I was about to leave, I also told her the reason why I like to come up here. Haha. I also just went over to the secretary to say hi. Haha, happy that she said it looks good on me. She thinks the current style now is good enough, no need to go spike. Speaking of which, finally can wash my hair tomorrow:)

Haiz, still haven't seen her yet..

Supposed to post it yesterday...

I rebonded my hair.

Haha, for the first time a new style after all the years of curly hair.

Feels quite idiot for now, like very light and thin. Cannot wash for 3 days so now my style is just a normal side parting.

Look very guai.

Yup, no picture thou. Heh

Ok, just watched Hannah on Ch33, finally the 2.30am slot is showing season 3.

Funny.

Moose, moose, make a moose, make a, make a, moose. Make a moose, make a moose, make a moose, make a moose, make a, make a, moose. *Ends the song with both hands at the side of your head*

I know, on words it doesn't sounds funny at all, but must know the beat and sing. lol.

Moose number 1 = Moose[Bruce] Lee

Moose number 2 = Moose[Luke] Skywalker, may the forest[Force] be with you.

Made me laugh.

Finally upgraded my laptop with more RAM and running Windows 7 (RC) on it. Feels kinda cool, but I didn't use Vista, so wouldn't know the difference.

Her smile brings a smile to my heart. Ha

Hmm, so after all these, looks like a childhood dream might still be possible.

Really needs alot of faith to get it started thou.. Haha.

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Anyway, today work was super boring. After lunch break there was like no cases to attend to. Luckily for some reason I decided to bring my ZEN along. Killed the time with music and drawing. And I got my one week pay, cos I started on the last week of May, so there is the pay for the month of May. Ok, I'm like repeating the thing..

At least there was another thing that got me happy. While the life door was closing, the girl agent from my previous post walked past, haha and she waved and smile. That gave me the balls to go and ask her for lunch. But she wasn't in when I went down again. Oh well.. I have 9 more weeks. Hah

Bump into a secondary school classmate on the train, Ryan. He is entering NS next week and I was quite shocked that he is in Pes B. To me, his skin exterior looks the same as mine if not worse. And he also has a letter from the Nation Skin Centre but yet he got into B while I am in E. Hmm.. Same goes for another classmate of mine, skin condition quite bad, but yet Pes C. If it is really God's plan to put me in Pes E, then thank you so much. But this would also only hold true if I were to be enlisted by Dec.

Haha, today I tried to make friend with a newbie agent that came to the helpdesk for some troubleshooting. She looks kinda like my age group so yeah. I used my pro dude drawing skills to impress her. lol. As you know, sometimes work can be boring if there is nothing to do. So I drew Winne-the-pooh, Tiger and Eeyore - copying it from a tissue box lah. I think my copy drawing skills not bad. I will bring back the drawings to hao lian:)

But nothing beats looking and having a short conversation with the 18th floor secretary:p

Re-watched The dark knight in the afteroon and the ending part I cried, again.

Went online reading Naruto again, the part where Jiraiya died, cried again.

I have such a soft heart. Haha. So funny that a movie or a book can make me cry so easily but yet..

"I guess that this is where we've come to" - First time hearing it and I love the song, got the beat.

I gave it another shot...

But what was the reply.. Nothing. Not even a single hair or smell.

Yesterday was just anger I felt, but today it is disappointment. I took that step, I asked, I seek ed. I also feel sorry for Ps Adrian, praying so intensely for me yet nothing happened. It almost seemed like everyone expect me felt the presence. Sad to say, I wasn't alone.

So isit our fault? Yeah, I guess so, cos it is never God's fault. Wow.

I just wanna shout it out! Can you ALL, especially those who crossed that "line-of-no-return", put that commitment into practice. How much does it says of a person, if they keep going through the same thing, time after time. I did not cross because I took it seriously, it is not the matter of not having faith, it is really weighing everything and be true to yourself. Better stop writing.

Like what Ps Ben said, encounter can be a daily thing - on the part where the presence of God is strong and real. But if it is an event to be set-up, what does it shows? Either God didn't change us or we just keep failing. Both are negative points..

Encounter hair, again.

I'm just so angry right now. I could type the things out, but it wouldn't be nice. So I'll just say that, IF there is another one next year, I won't be there.

So many factors that got me to experience this stupid feeling. Like one of the worse moment during a service/ministry. I just felt so much anger.. And I knew this would happen even before I reached the hall. I won't know what Ps Ben would talk about, but some how I just knew if I did turn up today, it would not be a pretty good encounter. Call it a vision if you want to. Hah.

At first I confirm will come on the Friday and for Thursday is a maybe, which is more towards a no. But plans didn't happen, so might as well come right. Wrong move, really. So tomorrow would be a 'see how'. Money aside, I paid $5 for a sermon I heard previously. With 'some' other topic mixed into it. But for someone with a pro dude memory like me, haiz.

Like I said, the more I type out the more idiot it will be. Although I did plan not to come for Thrusday, but during last week's Alpha's prayer for Encounter, I did feel hyped about it. So don't give me the bullshit of not expecting anything.

*I know some of you form Culture would read this. If you did had an encounter, good for you.

Urgh. Let work be fun tomorrow.

Just when I thought I could give up gaming on the 360, Microsoft gave some pretty good reasons why they are still the best:P (Haha)

Stayed up for the LIVE e3 conference, and it was worth it. The biggest announcement should be NATAL, the answer for the wii. Its like full motion body control of the game, the controller is YOU. Imagine playing games like dragonball on the 360 with that. Haha, more tired then playing on the wii. The other game I would want to get is Rock Band: The Beetles. Haha, my father is so going to play, I think:) Just hopes it will come to Singapore...

And must watch this trailer for KotOR 3. I think is for the PC only though. Wow.

The rest of the games line-up look pretty good, like Splinter Cell, Forza 3 and Halo3:ODST.

Nintendo's conference will start in about an hours time and Sony would be after it. Just hope I can wake up on time.

Work is fun:) Hahaha, damn idiot.