You know you are weak when...

Your triceps aches for 2 days in a row after doing 75 push-ups.. Heh.

and,

You know you should be at that certain high level but just failed to live up to it:(

Weak - a love/hate word. Haha.

I have a target in mind now.

After everything fades away, and you stand alone wondering what this feeling is, you know that your purpose on earth has a far more greater meaning. - Me.

Act-like. Haha

Just had a buffet lunch again, this time is international style. Up abit. Haha, I'm like enjoying life now:)

Finally my poly results are out and I am officially grad. Despite having my first A, still doesn't really push up my GPA. Heh.

Received a rather unexpected call today - the secretary. Haiz, but its not what it seems..

After a 2days off from work, sian to go back tml.

And Burno is the worst movie watched yet, this year. Worse than Year One. Totally loser, although I did laugh..

Yesterday while working I saw Becky's dad entering Borders, but I was the only one at the register, so I couldn't the place, can't shout across either.. IF Becky was with him, I might. Haha.

During my dinner break, I went to lido to get LJS. At first I thought I saw Jasmine, but its not her.. Anyway, since there are no available tables, I asked if could join her, she was alone. Haha. She finished her food earlier but didn't leave immediately, she took out her iPod and just sat there. She only left after I finished mine. Haha, and she said bye, so did I. Haha I know I think too much, act like she waiting for me to say something.

My nephew clapped for the first time. That was when my sister(his mother) was trying to play the guitar part in rockband. Haha so cute.

When I decided to meet up with reagan, I had picture him coming to cell, really. At first he didn't want to. But during the course of the day, we talked abit and he decided to come. And I supposed God did touch him on Friday. Just look at his msn msg. Yay.

I really feel that it is more 'important' to 'save' back those who had 'back-slided'. Its like they have known the truth so its kinda no excuse.

Might be because I had always been the luke-warm kind towards God or whatever and the stuff that I've gone through but still some how clinging on. The way I feel about the church just makes me able to relate to those who had left or what. Haha, so idiot. Basically some one who has been there and done that.

Please let me have more testimonies to share, keep them coming in God:)

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On a idiot side of things. I have learnt that nothing is certain. Just lost some money. Heh.

Correct that earlier post - I can finally play the drums part of my GH:WT. Only bad point that it is 4 pads only compared to the 5 on GH. Being quite pro at these kind of games, it lacks the challenge. Haha.

Unable to sleep now, was super tired in the evening while play guitar, so I took an hour nap around 8, now wide awake:( Only scared later tired at stupid timings, still have morning shift later on!

Keep on repeating 21 Guns..

Your faith walks on broken glass..

Haha time for some boring post..

Today started out pretty good. Woke up early, so went to work eariler to have BK breakfast. Was doing register today, so mood also higer plus I was waiting for work to end cos I had planned to get Rockband1 set + Beatles game. Woo.

It turns out my dad doesn't know the beatles that well despite having so many of their cds.. Haha anyway can say is 'family-bonding'. My mum and dad was singing and me on the guitar. My sister watching and laughing. Heh.

I like the DLC for Rockband, didn't regret getting "21 guns" and "Don't look back in anger". Haha and now I'm pro at the expert drums, for 21 guns:)

Only sad thing is that Rockband stuff can't be use to play my GH:WT. The buying of the set from that idiot guy would always be my most noob transaction. Con me say can fix easily.. Didn't even managed to play a single 'proper' drum game on World Tour.

Enough of happy sharing and rants.

Do you know whats worth fighting for?...

Wow, just when I have learnt the "real" side of the meaning; sacrifice and obedience, God has shown me this verse..

"To obey is better than sacrifice, ..."

- Part of 1 Samuel 15:22

To double-confirm. As seen on my previous post, to obey is what we all need to do. I love times like these when I know He is with me. Not infront or behind, but side by side. Haha, sounds so pro:)

I have to fight myself everyday. I thank you that when I confess, you really forgives. I'm forgiven..(and now the song plays, haha)

..Amazing love..

"A thousand times I failed, still your mercy remains.
And should I stumble again, still I'm caught in your grace."

I love that song, but the problem with that is knowing that fact and still..stumble. Like really what the hair.

I'm still in this curise mode when I should be taking it one notch higer.