Please wake up from this dream...

Althought I wish it was real.

Everyone seems disappointed in me..

I'm disappointed in God.

What a week. It will all end up in smokes, so just stay out of it.

Can you hear?

Hmm..

SO many things that no one knows or understands!

Really sian 1/2 with my life now. Make a choice..

Damn tired and sleepy and its only the 3rd night of lesson! How to go on for 20 weeks.....

I will really have the dose off effect 30mins after lesson begins. Damn idiot, must act normal.

Tomorrow my only 'off' day, has been given to the Christmas production. Thoughts of giving that up came again. Haiz. Frankly speaking, I don't think I'm up for it in the first place.

Comes the emo part. Cannot type out here also. Ahhhhhh!!

Finally the day has arrived - first day(night) of school. Wah damn tired and sleepy, did doze off for a split sec. How to carry on for a year at least..

The date turned out quite idiot. Haha what am I expecting..

Need to sleep soon. Stupid day ahead.

Tomorrow shall be a fun day, I hope. Haha.

And the day after, first day of school starts.

Super not ready, but I had my fair share of 'fun' already. Haha. Lets just hope I can focus.

Really why did things turn out this way?

Guess that answers everything.



Got introduced to this song. A new low.

Dear God.

Urgh really messed up!

My first visit to a club. HA. Abit gay, went with only one friend. I know he really sacrifice to come. Emo week.

Its really quite a pointless thing to do but yet can be quite fun, I guess. Haha. Still don't understand why would zulus go to such places.

Got the most ex beers I've ever paid for and to make it worse, I think I lost the change. Heh.

Tomorrow would be, stress. Hopfully today I get my ass off and go out first.

I really don't want to end it this way.

Hate the feeling of running against time..

So many things that really needs my attention and yet my focus is on other nonsense.

This really cannot go on. Hello Jesus, need some sort of help here now. Thank you.

Emo my life away. Heh.

Quite a night, drank and sing. Haha best combi. Not very high but still can. Heh.

Still got to wake up at 6 in the morning.

Emo Hao.

All the best for tmr.